1am It’s 1am and I should be sleep but I’ve been enjoying the quietness. It’s so shocking for me that all of my children are sleep and have been asleep for hours. No screaming, yelling, youtube playing, toys with sound, and all the other noise that comes from my children (ages 16, 8, 5, & 2). I can hear myself think. I can think and pray without being interrupted. I even did a little studying and was really into it because I could focus. The only thing I don’t like is my mind wandering. Wandering from thought to thought to thought to what if and the what have, should have, how I’m going to pay this bill, how can I get back to working full- time, etc.